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itzjustliekgoin2sleep

by violet_dash

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lyrics

[verse 1]
everythin seems so fucking pointless
50 songs and not 1 is finished i
barely got the drive to record this
i just wanna overdose and die
when you dont have any access
to any drugs you start to wonder why
why are all my friends able to do it
and why the fuck do i lead such a selfish life

[chorus]
when im 20 ill kill myself
ill fill my car with gas and inhale
ill slit my wrists, blood pours into the pail
ill stop eating until my skin is pale
maybe ill go out with someone else
and let the cops to their job and kill me
shoot me in the head, heart, and maybe
ill at least leave my mark on history

[verse 2]
last month of me being 19
im spending my teen years wanting drugs
why the fuck am i so pathetic
whining into the mic like anyone
gives even the slightest fuck
about any of my problems
i should just get it over with
save up just to buy a fucking gun

[chorus]
when im 20 ill kill myself
ill fill my car with gas and inhale
ill slit my wrists, blood pours into the pail
ill stop eating until my skin is pale
maybe ill go out with someone else
and let the cops to their job and kill me
shoot me in the head, heart, and maybe
ill at least leave my mark on history

[verse 3]
im too scared of the outside world
ill never go outside of my room again
ill probably just end up getting
hatecrimed or some kinda trafficked
everypony probably hates me
without some red pills i cant do any stuff
and doctors wont give me my diagnosis
so i guess from everything ill just run

[chorus]
when im 20 ill kill myself
ill fill my car with gas and inhale
ill slit my wrists, blood pours into the pail
ill stop eating until my skin is pale
maybe ill go out with someone else
and let the cops to their job and kill me
shoot me in the head, heart, and maybe
ill at least leave my mark on history

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released January 17, 2023

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violet_dash Seattle, Washington

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